10,000 hours and what do you get?

I saw (again) recently the contention that true mastery of any subject area is conferred simply by spending huge amounts of time on it. (I had first encountered it in the book Outliers by Malcolm Gladwell.) In order to become a world class [insert occupation or vocation here], one must spend at least 10,000 hours practicing. If you’re not world class at what you do, it’s because you haven’t spent enough time practicing.

As it happens, I believe this is probably correct, as far as it goes. It doesn’t say much, though, about how one comes by the drive to spend that much time working on something. It also doesn’t address the quality of the time spent practicing. You get good at what you practice: if you practice doing something badly, you get really, really good at doing that thing badly. I spent a great deal of time practicing the piano when I was a kid; I probably had put in close to 4,000 of those hours by the time I graduated from high school. But I was far from even on the way to world-class, because I was playing badly, and practicing badly. I learned how to practice, and for that matter how to play, several years into a professional career in which it was my stock-in-trade. I may be on my way to those 10,000 hours at this point, but my total is far less than the number of hours I’ve spent in front of a piano.

I don’t know what I’ve spent 10,000 hours of my life doing, other than sleeping (and I can’t claim to be really good at that some days). Playing piano? Almost certainly. Practicing piano? Almost certainly not. Composing? Hmm… doubt it, unless you count the time doing something else while the subconscious mind works on it (click here for a thread on New Music Box Chatter in which I commented about this). “Making Music” in general—certainly, if you count all of the various manifestations (playing, practicing, rehearsing, conducting, composing, arranging, copying, listening). And yet I wonder whether I would make the grade as a “world-class talent” in any of those areas, except possibly composing (there are a few of my pieces that I’m very proud of, like this one). I do take comfort in the recent findings that those who question their own competence (again, in any area) are generally more competent than those who don’t.

“You get good at what you practice” is a line I first heard from Experience Bryon, the director of Experience Vocal Dance Company, in regard to the mental habits which inhibit performance. Procrastinating and obsessing; these are things I’ve certainly put in close to the requisite time on. Speaking of which, I should probably get back to working on the soprano-and-string-orchestra setting of Peter Beagle’s Deep Woods. That only seems as though it’s taking ten thousand hours…

Does Size Matter?

Last week was performing. This week is recording. (I thought I was going to be doing some arranging, too, but that’s another story.) And, of course, composing when I get the right kind of time…

I’ve been thinking about audiences because the audiences for the performances I did last week were so unique, and so varied. We “pre-premiered” Family Opera Initiative‘s production of Kitty Brazelton‘s Cat in one performance at the Southampton Fresh Air Home (a camp for kids with physical disabilities) and two performances at the Parrish Art Museum, one for about 80 day campers and one for families. The show contains plenty of audience participation, including two sing-alongs and a storm in which everyone in the audience is supposed to shake a noisemaker, so you get a real sense of the audience. The Fresh Air Home audience was about thirty middle- and high-school girls, mostly in wheelchairs (the boys were taking their swim test). They were attentive and very absorbed. The day campers (about 4-7 years old) participated lustily, but got a little bored in the slow parts. The family audience was very shy.

When you perform (in most cases) your audience is a group of people. You may or may not know any of them, but you are very aware of how they’re reacting. But when you record—as I’m doing later this week—your audience is not present. The music you’re making is going to be listened to most likely by someone listening alone, and you have to imagine that person’s reactions. Especially when you’re mixing, or even just listening back to a take, you have to stop being you, and pretend to be someone who’s never heard that music before.

When you create piano arrangements for someone else’s melodies, for hire (I recently started on a project like this, but—well, that’s another story), your audience is actually the composer—sure, other people will hear it eventually, but there’s one person you have to please.

And when you compose—your audience is another audience of one, but in this case it’s yourself. With any luck, anyone else who hears it will like it too…

The Maestro Stick

This week I’m a Maestro, and I’m a little bemused by the fact.

I’ve always made a good chunk of my living as a music director for musical theatre productions. Typically, they’ve been small, Off-Broadway productions and regional shows, as well as summer stock. But every now and then I wander into something different—such as the show I’m currently workshopping with Family Opera Initiative. It’s called Cat, it’s a 45-minute into-the-schools spin-off of their evening-length piece Animal Tales. Both pieces are by Kitty Brazelton, whose work I adore.

This is my third show with only the second opera company I’ve ever worked with—and I’m a Maestro. (The first  was when I was a last-minute replacement for a production of Working at Skylight Opera Theatre in Milwaukee, long, long ago. I was very young then, and I hope I can be forgiven.) Suddenly my voice carries more weight in the room than it usually does; I’m in some ways the primary interpreter of the piece in a manner that simply doesn’t happen in a theatre production.

However, it is not going to my head. For one thing, this is a hybrid piece, which is being billed as an “opera musical.” The extremely talented cast are all musical theatre folk, which means that none of them has ever sung anything remotely like this music, so that even two weeks into the process my job is just as much “No, that entrance is on an F, which you get from the third note of the piano part two bars earlier. Hear it?” as it is being a primary interpreter. Also, I’m wearing tails. You’d think that’d be exactly the thing for a Maestro—until you realize that one of them’s a zebra tail, one’s a lion’s tail, and one looks like something out of Dr. Seuss.

Also, despite the fact that I’m accompanying the opera on piano, I’ve been asked to bring my Maestro Stick for a scene in which I admonish singers who have Been Bad, and another in which I encourage the audience to make noise. I thought it was called a “baton,” but I’m a stranger in the world of opera. I guess that’s just what it’s called in the world of musical theatre.

99% Perspiration

It’s been very hot here in New York City. Drippingly, oozingly hot. Disgustingly humid and hot. Unless, of course, you’re inside with the A/C cranked up—then it’s generally too cold, and dry. Unless, of course, said A/C doesn’t work very well, in which case it’s too warm to be comfortable, and too cool to sweat.

Most of life in this time and place is 99% perspiration, but the title of this post reference’s Thomas Edison’s famous quote that “Genius is 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration.” I won’t make any claim to know what genius is like, but I think that’s true of creative work in general, and it’s certainly true of composing, in my experience. Every good idea means minutes or hours of work to flesh it out. So do the bad ones—most of the work is turning the bad ones into good ones, or working them out enough to know they’re not salvageable.

There are always exceptions, though—some of the most satisfying pieces are the ones that write themselves; they seem as though you’re discovering them, not writing them, that they were always there. My pieces Song for an Accident and Like Water fall into that category.

I haven’t had a lot of time for the sit-and-stew type of composing lately—I’ve been music directing a workshop of a new children’s opera by Kitty Brazelton, under the auspices of the Family Opera Initiative, which has been intense and exhausting. (It’s their rehearsal studio that’s insufficiently air-conditioned, not that I’m complaining.) So the only type of composing I’ve been doing is on-the-fly, which in my case at least means grabbing on to inspirations as they sleet past.

At one point on Saturday I realized why, in my own current project, the string parts underneath the soprano’s first entrance weren’t working, and what to do about it. I was walking through the Prince Street subway station at the time, and was due at rehearsal in five minutes, so there wasn’t going to be any time to do anything except try to remember until I got home. But 30 minutes’ work after I did get home fixed the first five measures, and I can continue that process once the workshop is over.

Similarly, Erik and I were discussing the next song in our musical, and we stumbled upon a terrific idea of how to musicalize a particular scene. The more we both thought about it, the more we both liked it. “That’s an interesting idea.” “Actually, that’s a really interesting idea.” “Come to think of it, I don’t recall ever seeing that done before.” “Me either!”

So we know exactly what to do with the number. Actually making it happen is going to take hours, and it will be a sweaty task whether the air conditioners are working or not.

Long Distance

Last Friday I spent the afternoon in the same room as Erik Johnke, which was the first time I’d seen Erik in almost two years. This is notable only because Erik and I have been working on writing a musical together since last October. It’s called All About The Kids, and it’s based on a play by Caytha Jenkins about a homicidal soccer mom.

We’ve done the whole thing up til now by email. Erik’s sent me drafts of lyrics as Word documents; I’ve sent him settings of those lyrics as pdf files and mp3 files. He suggests changes; I suggest changes. Three or four drafts later, we have a song. Or at least, sheet music for a song. Erik reads music well enough to read my Finale-generated pdf files, so we can communicate pretty well (“I think you should add another bar of music after measure 49 to allow for an acting moment.” “The third line of the first verse begins with a stressed syllable, which I’ve put on the downbeat, but the third verse doesn’t match in that spot; could you revise it so I can repeat the tune exactly?)

Email is not an ideal medium for this kind of back and forth, actually—it takes far too long to put into words what would be far more efficiently communicated in person. This is especially true when what you’re trying to say is something along the lines of “I really don’t like that,” or, worse, “I don’t care if you don’t like that, it stays in.” After a few misunderstandings and minor head-butts (we’re both pretty polite people), we’ve taken to supplementing email with an older technology—the telephone (remember those)?

The one other full-length piece I’ve collaborated on long-distance was Opera and the Undoing of Women, a collage of operatic excerpts for Experience Vocal Dance Company. During that whole process my collaborator, Experience Bryon, was in London, while I was right here in New York. We did email drafts of things, particularly mp3 files of connective arrangements, but mostly we talked using Skype.

Now none of this is particularly unusual today; I’m not anywhere near the front of the technology curve. But nearly twenty years ago, I abandoned a collaboration with a playwright who lived in Texas because I couldn’t stand the routine of mailing cassette tapes, then waiting for a letter back. Timing is everything.

And so why did Erik and I get together? (He came to me, because while I have a piano in my apartment, he has only a Piano-Shaped Object.) Well, because there were certain things he couldn’t hear from my files; because it was time to take stock of everything we’d done up til now; because it gave us an opportunity to talk about the direction of the piece; but mostly because, like sex, collaboration is more fun in person. Long distance is all very well, but nothing beats being there.

Half the Strings

I’ve been thinking about Paul Woodiel’s Op-Ed piece in the New York Times about how the producers of the current revival of West Side Story are planning to cut half the string section and replace it with a synthesizer. The thrust of his piece is that Leonard Bernstein wouldn’t have approved.

Hard to argue with that. I’ve worked a great deal as a keyboard player in Broadway pits, and it often involves being “the rest of of the string section;” occasionally it involves being all of the string section. Sometimes the synthesizer programming—and the orchestrator’s writing for keyboard strings—is really quite good, and as a player I’ve been able to fool myself into believing I was sounding just like a string section. Other times—more often—my only hope has been that the sound engineer had the keyboard mixed so low that no one would notice what I was playing.

The whole notion of a reduced orchestra seems to come up on Broadway (or the West End) more than anywhere else. You rarely see a ballet or opera company reorchestrating the standard rep; they tend to perform with piano or a recording instead. There’s also the horrifying phenomenon of the “virtual orchestra,” which thank goodness you don’t hear so much about these days. But on Broadway, most revivals have smaller orchestras than the original versions of their shows, which is purely an economic decision, made possible by synthesizers. Sometimes the new orchestrations sound good; often they fall short.

Paul has made an eloquent case for the need to respect original orchestrations, and I won’t go over the same ground. But I do have one relevant story to tell:

Back in the early 80s, when keyboard synthesizers first came out, I was present when David Gooding, at the time the music director of the Cleveland Playhouse (whom I was assisting), gave a friend a tour of his studio, which feature the Fairlight. This was a pretty high end piece of gear for the era, and as David put it through its paces the visitor commented,”Isn’t this going to put a lot of musicians out of work?” David’s response was, “Well, it’s not going to put me out of work”—which I understood “I’m a musician too, and I’m moving with the times,” rather than being a callous dismissal of all of his colleagues. He then mentioned that the invention of the pipe organ had put a lot of string players out of work, back in the day.

Twenty five years later, even though I’m one of those who plays synthesizers, there’s a lot less playing work for me because they exist. Everyone has gotten used to the sound of music made with smaller forces. Broadway orchestras are, as often as not, small bands led by the conductor at the keyboard. With the decrease in union minimums for theatre orchestras, the brief vogue for orchestras that included three keyboard parts seems to have passed.

But I’m managing; there’s still plenty for a composer/arranger/music director to do. It’s just that I’m working on a piece for string orchestra and soprano right now, so I want there to be a lot of working string players!

Fireworks!

In a minute I’m going to talk about fireworks. But first, just for comparison, I’ve posted the finished, mastered audio of the recorder consort versions of Things With Feathers, All There Ever Was and Busybodies on my website. I can’t get the audio player to work tonight, otherwise I’d post it here. (The post with the home-made scratch version of Things With Feathers is here—and that still works.) I’m hoping this and the others will eventually become part of  an “acoustic” album. I sent these three pieces off to Centaur Records today. We’ll see whether I hear back.

Okay, fireworks. We eschewed the mob scene that is the Macy’s fireworks this year, and caught the municipal fireworks display in Oneonta, NY, a relatively modest little 18-minute affair. We sat much too close; it was satisfyingly far too loud; and we had a great time. However, in amongst all the BOOM, I was struck by the structure of the show. A fireworks display is a time art, probably more akin to choreography than music, strictly speaking, but still it shares some compositional problems and solutions with music.

The show I saw was quite neatly composed; it began with a fountain effect, and segued into the body of the show, with one, two or a handful of rockets going off at a time, always varying the timing, never predictable, coming to a cliffhanger with a pair of explosions that left behind glowing parachutes, and then of course finishing with a Grand Finale—which started with a much larger and louder fountain effect. I suspect if I had been paying closer attention (or knew more about fireworks), I would have noticed more subtleties and relationships among the fireworks chosen. The center section seemed somehow contrapuntal.

I’ve seen my share of fireworks shows, and of course I’ve always been aware that pacing was part of the showmanship of it all. But I’ve never before encountered fireworks that made me think of music, and I vastly prefer this to those forced, ridiculous broadcast accompaniments which only serve to distract from the fireworks, lessening the impact of both the fireworks and the music.

So whatever pyrotechnics company presented that has a composer on staff—a composer of fireworks displays. I wonder where else there are composers hiding?

Why write music?

A post by Joelle Zigman on New Music Box Chatter on the difference between songwriting and composing got me thinking about why I started writing music, why I write music now and how those answers have changed.

I wrote my first songs in the throes of adolescent hormones; I was awestruck by feminine beauty and the twin floods of insecurity and desire that were swamping my emotional life. Songwriting was an outlet for that, although because I couldn’t sing, and I was playing piano rather than guitar, they didn’t have much of a life as performance pieces. Occasionally I would play one for a girl, and she would be somewhat impressed, and it wouldn’t change my life much.

While still in high school, though, a friend asked me to write a musical with him. It was terrible, of course, but it was my first experience of writing music because I could, rather than because I had to—of writing music that solved problems and expressed emotions that weren’t necessarily what I was feeling at the moment I was writing.

My application to the Cleveland Institute of Music required me to submit two “classical” pieces as well as my songs. I wrote two piano pieces; they were the first pieces I’d written that weren’t meant to be sung. I got accepted, and was immersed in the culture of the Serious Composer for the first time. My classmates scoffed at anything I wrote that had a key signature; songwriting took a back seat for a while, and I wrote music because it was part of my classwork, and to explore all the new sonic toys I had to play with.

Fast forward to middle age: I’ve largely recovered from my education. I write songs; I write art songs; I write songs for musicals; I write concert music. I’ve written a few tunes for Muzak. For any given piece, I’m writing that one because I can: because some sonic idea has caught my imagination and won’t let go, whether it’s the sound of a solo bassoon changing tempo every measure, or the thought that the subtext of this poem would be perfectly expressed by strings, or the fact that this lyric has rhythms in it which would let the character say that.

But why do I write music at all? I’m afraid that hasn’t changed that much. If I go for too long without writing some music, I get cranky: several decades after the onset of puberty, I still write music because I have to.

Name that tune!

After finishing my solo bassoon piece last week, I innocently posted on Facebook: “What’s a good title for a solo bassoon piece that was written entirely on airplanes and commuter trains?” This was posted not to the David Wolfson Music fan page, mind you, but to my personal page, meaning that it was visible to a wide assortment of people from high school I haven’t actually seen in years, social friends, colleagues, composers, musicians, actors, stage managers, family.

I got plenty of suggestions, ranging from the fairly serious (Expeditions) to the clever (Fa-got To Go) to the silly (Planes, Trains and Doublereedomobiles) to the…indescribable (Up, Up and Away, With my Beautiful, my Beautiful Bassoon!!).

One gentleman with who I was working pretty much daily at the time suggested Cargo A-Go-Go. What’s more, he pestered me for days wanting to know whether he had “won,” and was thoroughly put off when I explained that I was not, in fact, going to call the piece that. He warned me in no uncertain terms that Sic Transit, which was my final decision after flirting with Frequent Flier, was not going to make anyone want to listen to the piece. (If you would like to listen to the piece, despite the title, click here to go to the piece’s page on my website and listen to a MIDI demo.)

This got me thinking about the fact that so many contemporary pieces of music do have names, no matter how abstract; and there’s an expectation that they be descriptive, evocative, that they do, in fact, serve to sell the piece. It didn’t use to be this way; but somewhere down the centuries, Divertimento No.23 in F Major obviously just didn’t cut it any more. Almost no one writes Symphonies or Sonatas any more. A few brave souls have made up their own words for pieces, and numbered them—I’m thinking of the Berio Sequenzas here. There are the Elliottt Carter String Quartets, the John Cage Constructions. But I’m betting that for every catalog title there are three or four descriptive ones. And I do have to wonder, what made Symphony No. 5 in C minor the convention for titling? Why the key? (“Alice, would you like to go hear Beethoven’s new symphony? It’s in C minor…” “No thanks, Edwin. I’m not a big fan of C minor. Maybe if he writes one in D…”)

I remember reading that the runaway success of David Lang’s Eating Living Monkeys was due in no small part to the title, which I have to admit is a truly kick-ass title. The only title of mine that comes anywhere close to being that interesting is My First Pop-up Book of the Infinite Beyond, which is also the only piece I ever wrote where the title came first.

Composing on the Fly

I recently finished a new piece,  titled Sic Transit; it’s for solo bassoon.

I haven’t written anything for bassoon in years, despite the fact that I played in high school, and a little bit in college. (As a matter of fact, I was first chair bassoon in the Ohio All-State Orchestra my junior and senior year in high school. Sic transit gloria mundi…) But what’s more unusual about this piece, at least to me, is that I wrote it entirely while traveling—literally. Except for a passage written during a layover at the Charlotte International Airport, it was all written either on an airplane or on a train. (Hence the title.)

The plane trip was to attend my niece’s high school graduation; the train trips were for work—I’m music directing a show at a little theatre in Connecticut, and commuting on the Metro-North New Haven line to get to rehearsals and performances. It turns out that the train, particularly, is an environment very conducive to composing. It’s generally quite quiet, except for the station announcements, as almost everyone has his nose in a book, magazine or laptop—or earbuds in her ears. (I’m omitting the occasional  appearances of the Dreaded Serial Cell Phone Yakker, which mercifully are not as frequent as one might fear.)

A sizable wad of staff paper and a sharp pencil, and off you go. You’ve got an uninterrupted hour and ten minutes to compose.  The cons? Well, it’s not ergonomically very smart; the staff paper tends to get smudged in your backpack; and of course, there are no crutches…

…by which I mean pianos or computers. It’s just you and the pencil and the eraser, just like primitive anthropoids composing in the wild. (Okay, there’s no reason you couldn’t bring a laptop, but if you try and put a MIDI keyboard with that you’re going to be feeling the lack of desk space pretty acutely unless you have a much larger lap than I.)

I’ve got another weekend of commuting to go with this show, and I may try to start another piece. Meanwhile, here’s a MIDI demo of this one:

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